(03-22-2012, 01:01 AM)TheEternal Wrote: I am not holding any secrets, although I'm not sure I have ever been in a serious suicidal state, more entertained the thought out of curiosity, and despair. I know that I will not go until my time though, and I have already vowed that I shall never leave before it is.
It's interesting, when I was younger and creating myself, I most certainly included a veritable light side, yet at the time I never explored it, never expanded it, I feel that my Light is certainly stunted compared to my Darkness.
And now for something completely different! First get in touch with those feelings. This song is great for that. Have an open mind and allow it to touch your soul.
Washing of the Water
THEN...
Try listening to Sonata Arctica. It's impossible stay in a dark frame of mind when listening to them! and avoid the growly stuff for the time being.
Music is amazing powerful, for changing our state of mind in profound ways. (as I'm sure you already know!)
Misplaced Very uplifting! Listen all the way to the end and allow it to uplift you!
Don't Say a Word Turn off the analysis, and plug in the headphones. Let the music wash over you...become immersed...this music WILL lift you up if you let it! Higher...and then higher...and then when you think it can go no higher, it will go HIGHER!