Greetings from the Dark

[Zaxon]

Lulu,

Motivation is what differentiates STS from STO. The STS/STO dichotomy is rather subjective in this respect, though in terms of energy the distinction is best characterized as the difference between those who give energy and those who absorb it. My awareness and understanding often reach beyond this density to a greater understanding of the creator. However, the potentialities of the "lower" negative densities reside within me. My awareness of higher densities does not change the fact that this life is lived in the third density. So I live each day in dedication to and service to self.

Your energy is familiar. That is all I can say. I have not turned my awareness toward this matter and/or these memories. Therefore, they remain obscured if they exist at all. With effort I might search, but in this density my awareness is but a candle in the dark. I can recall particular things if I focus the light of awareness on them, and the clouds clear, but the rest remains mystery. I currently dedicate my energies and awareness to other matters.

The silver body of light is indeed my energetic body. The energetic body and incarnate body I now inhabit are one in the same, though this body vibrates at a lower frequency because of its third density incarnation. The image you perceived was not worship of creator but communion. By mid-sixth density every moment is communion with creator, until the individual mind and the mind of the creator become difficult to distinguish.

Lying becomes difficult if not impossible beyond the third density, given the nature of being and communication. However, I find it likely that a higher density entity could lie to a third density entity if it so chose.

You are of course free to do as you like. It matters not to me.

-Zaxon