03-21-2012, 11:06 PM
What is trippy is the fact that Azrael told me how i inspired him and really changed his way of thinking regarding the darkness. What concerned me was that he was talking about suicide and I was trying to be very accommodating to address his concerns while at the same time trying to lead him out of his apparent leaning toward darkness.
To you Azrael I ask this: We both know how ancient your consciousness is, that is quite obvious. BUT given your taste for the darkness, would that not suggest that for many lifetimes that has already been your direction? And since you know that we evolve toward the Light, would that not also suggest to you, that after these many lifetimes of following that same path, that now you should be struggling to get away from it? we all spend lifetimes trying to learn how to escape the hold of the flesh so that we can evolve into our higher being not bound to the flesh. Don't you think that since your ancient consciousness has spent so long on that road, that it might be time to make that leap? Why do you want to remain where you have been for thousands of years? Why all this teetering back and forth? You are so much more than that.
I talked you out of your suicidal state just to have you become antagonistic toward me in thye difference of a day. You know that of which I speak. Why so confused friend? Don't answer, just ask that of yourself. It is within you to know the things I have awakened in you. We both know what we shared. Do not worry about how these others percieve you. This is your fragment of the One, and they have theirs. as we learn and evolve in these individual experiences we add to the All and become One. Sharing cannot be done without the individual compponents of it. existence cannot be experienced without its individual components. we each must be responsible for our own part of the All, and not blame adversity on the All as a whole.
To you Azrael I ask this: We both know how ancient your consciousness is, that is quite obvious. BUT given your taste for the darkness, would that not suggest that for many lifetimes that has already been your direction? And since you know that we evolve toward the Light, would that not also suggest to you, that after these many lifetimes of following that same path, that now you should be struggling to get away from it? we all spend lifetimes trying to learn how to escape the hold of the flesh so that we can evolve into our higher being not bound to the flesh. Don't you think that since your ancient consciousness has spent so long on that road, that it might be time to make that leap? Why do you want to remain where you have been for thousands of years? Why all this teetering back and forth? You are so much more than that.
I talked you out of your suicidal state just to have you become antagonistic toward me in thye difference of a day. You know that of which I speak. Why so confused friend? Don't answer, just ask that of yourself. It is within you to know the things I have awakened in you. We both know what we shared. Do not worry about how these others percieve you. This is your fragment of the One, and they have theirs. as we learn and evolve in these individual experiences we add to the All and become One. Sharing cannot be done without the individual compponents of it. existence cannot be experienced without its individual components. we each must be responsible for our own part of the All, and not blame adversity on the All as a whole.