Ra Wrote:There is no magic greater than honest distortion toward love. (55:2)[/quote]
awww thanks. And yes, indeed I have been fairly moderated already a few times. ;-)
Thanks for the quote, which I like. How could would I apply that to these experiences when they happen do you think?
Something does feel distorted. This morning when it happened for perhaps the first time ever I felt really angry about it! I had been in such a pleasing state for many many hours.
Sometimes it seems as if I'm feeling their "lies" and lack of truth. Recently I felt these sensations with my daughter while we were in the car. After I got up some courage I asked her directly what was going on inside of her, right at the moment where I felt it where she had made a turn. Because we are close and open with each other and she is also sensitive to others energies she took it well though I told her I got uncomfortable sensations (not something most would like to be part of).
She thought about it carefully and then said she thinks she feels anxiety and was somewhat worrying about "...finding work, making money...". Even though what she was expressing outwardly was something quite different and could have even been seen as appreciation for what she has.
Whatever it is, it's very distracting and even somewhat disabling to my otherwise natural state plus it's seems to have no real purpose and is entirely unappreciated.
I would like to find a solution so that I understand it and then I can adjust so that I no longer experience it.
(03-13-2012, 06:04 PM)Oceania Wrote: we're not some awful clique! sorry for not welcoming you Lulu.
i like being alone too.
haha, no I didn't say that, but hey if it is a clique, well that wouldn't be the first I've run into so I would just be slightly disappointed.
I thought if I at least mention what I was feeling that would be better then just to get bored/lonely and disappear and not bother with it anymore.