The Horrors of STS

[Plenum]

@bridge

thanks for your thoughts. I think I found the heart of where my struggle is:

I quoted it to myself lol.

25.6 It is thus that those who deal with this thought-war must be defensive rather than accepting in order to preserve their usefulness in service to others. Thusly, they cannot accept fully what the Orion Confederation wishes to give, that being enslavement. Thusly, some polarity is lost due to this friction and both sides, if you will, must then regroup.

this IS what I am struggling with internally:

Thusly, they cannot accept fully what the Orion Confederation wishes to give, that being enslavement.

I recognise that the Orion forces are present, and making an 'offering'. However, I cannot accept this Offering because as Ra says: 'one would be placed under the boot of darkness.'

The consequence of this is a loss of my own polarity:

Thusly, some polarity is lost due to this friction

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I don't regard them as my 'enemy', but rather I am unable to assimilate what their have to offer, that is, enslavement. And so this inability to extend Universal Love and Acceptance in this particular situation leads to a slight loss of polarization in both sides.

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that's what I'm feeling inside.

thanks guys for helping me work this out. You were awesome!

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