My Thoughts On STS

[Shin'Ar]

Shin'Ar - I seek and seek of how to serve you, of what to tell you, but I can't see it yet. If it makes your heart lighter I can add a few statements: I am consciously trying to polarize into the service to others path. In doing so, I am accepting service to self beings as my other selves. I am consciously trying to learn the Law of One as it is taught by the social memory complex Ra. I do so because after 19 years of searching and seeking in other metaphysical and religious belief systems, I finally found something that resonated with me. What the Law of One teaches is that to see all things, all beings, all of the Creation as the One Infinite Creator. That means that when you see another self, see the Creator. I would advice you to read the thread in the "Sessions in focus" sub-forum, called "The Boundaries of the FREE WILL". But I understand that it is only you that can bring peace into your heart, and if you enjoy doing what you are doing - then, be my guest. If you enjoy "saving" others - then sure. Just know that this "saving others" service, is not of service to others oriented nature, as we have been taught by social memory complexes Ra and Latui. Specifics of this you can read in that FREE WILL thread that I've already mentioned. The service that you bring to another self, must be done from that other self's perspective, and not from yours. Because if you are providing service from your persepctive, from what you think is right and best for that other self, you cease serving that person, and now... serving the self.

Ankh,

You say that this is the only place that you have found teachings about the One that have 'met with your understandings of it'. I wonder why that is? Because I know of many others who teach a similar doctrine, most of which are all very much in line with each other. I think the main attraction of most here toward the Ra material is its focus on STS. And I think that they use a misunderstanding and misinterpretation of this as an excuse to walk in darkness.

Now as for my wanting to 'save' others. That too is nothing more than using a tabboo signature to try to paint someone in a light that most people of our unhderstandings would balk at. Your effort might cause some here to see me as such. But it doesn't change the truth of why I speak the things I do. I do not require a pat on the back to speak what I know is truth. And the constant use of Ra quotes taken out of their true context is not a deterent either. It may fool many, but it does not fool those wise to the manipulation, whether innocent or deliberate.

I do not speak out to gain anything for myself and I certainly do not speak out to fall into one of the two categories of STO or STS that just about every single enetity in this forum does. Is that all that you have gained from the lessons that Ra has spoken?

You can categorize me based on that degree of understanding if you choose to do so, and I really do not care which category you place me in. But if you at least hear what I have to say than maybe my words have a chance to benefit the All in a positive way. And that is the intent of why I speak.

I have no agenda except to make sure that the true message is available to be sorted out from the mass of misinformation. And it doesn't matter why I think my understanding is rooted more in truth than someone else's. Because it still needs to be discerned thoroughly, and I would always advise that. It is up to me to discover to truth, and upon finding it, to point to it so that others may follow. It is still up to them to discern the path that I shed light on.

There is no service to myself, in this regard, for I do not look back to see how many are following me. I do not call on them for anything at all. I see them as my tail. The part of me that was, is coming along behind the rest of me, as my Body. I am a Light, and nothing else. The saving is done by those who follow. They save themselves by following the Light, instead of walking into the darkness. I have no leash on them and would not bother to do so even if I could. Because that is not part of the Grand Design. The design is for each and every fragment of the One Consciousness to experience creation from its own point of view, and to return to the Source with that experience. Mine is mine, yours is yours, and Ours is Ours. Nothing is saved from that design.

There is direction and choice. You choose to believe in the Ra material because it fits into your understanding and serves what you think is your self.

My understanding of self is very different from your defintion.