The Quest for a Soulmate

[Ruth]

I found this description of the bobcat totem and it is eerily accurate for us - my hubby and myself.

http://www.linsdomain.com/totems/pages/bobcat.htm

Monica - I can often see things through the eyes of another, but have never had the intensity of experience I did with my "twin flame".

And just to be clear - I am only using the terms "soul mate" and "twin flame" for lack of anything better. I am calling a "soul mate" any person I've met in my life with whom I believe I have shared experiences in a previous incarnation. The "twin flame" monniker is - in my usage - a single person that I believe to be a part of myself.

Catalyst: The whole twin flame experience has been (is) one of the most powerful catalysts I've had to deal with in this life. I thought I was done with it. But since I ran into him last year, have spoken about the experience here (and I never discussed the experience after "closing the door" until now), have come across some of the correspondence between us unexpectedly (I wasn't consciously looking for it, and actually thought I had destroyed it) and have had a couple of other related experiences, I have come to realize that I had never really completely released this experience and it has been making me sick.

I had never forgiven us for not being ready for each other, and was shutting myself down for not being ready now that he is.

There are several active threads on bring4th at the moment, and I have received several PM's, that have all worked together to help me really deal with this catalyst and relieve myself of the sickness it has been causing in me. Too many threads to list here, but this is one of them.

Thank you, my brothers and sisters, for your help!

Love and light!