02-29-2012, 03:34 PM
Okay, I don't really have any desire to "hold people to the flesh", since by all means I know, and believe, and am aware that it is entirely temporal and that we have much more potentials as Higher Beings, and I have been working ceaselessly for the past 4 years to try to bring this same truth to all around me.
I don't really in any way feel concerned about my own progress, I know that when I am ready to transform and transition I will do so with grace, and awareness.
My issue, at the moment, is that, well, I'm here now, and I have gone through a process of denial of the flesh to realize my true identity, and now I just honestly don't know where to go next. I feel like if I engage in Third Dimensional reality too much it will somehow "set me back" from my identity. There is much pressure to have a career, to be working and gaining money, of course to sustain the self, but intuitively and emotionally I have a very hard time pushing myself to complete these things.
I spend day after day, often online, just talking with people, opening perceptions, bringing people to the awareness of their true being, and I am also in so much pain as a result. I've denied my physical self to the point that I have so little strength in my body I don't know how I can possibly be of Service to Others. I can't even go out in to the cold without being wracked with pain.
I am seriously have issues coping with the idea of the worthlessness of my own physical existence.
I don't really in any way feel concerned about my own progress, I know that when I am ready to transform and transition I will do so with grace, and awareness.
My issue, at the moment, is that, well, I'm here now, and I have gone through a process of denial of the flesh to realize my true identity, and now I just honestly don't know where to go next. I feel like if I engage in Third Dimensional reality too much it will somehow "set me back" from my identity. There is much pressure to have a career, to be working and gaining money, of course to sustain the self, but intuitively and emotionally I have a very hard time pushing myself to complete these things.
I spend day after day, often online, just talking with people, opening perceptions, bringing people to the awareness of their true being, and I am also in so much pain as a result. I've denied my physical self to the point that I have so little strength in my body I don't know how I can possibly be of Service to Others. I can't even go out in to the cold without being wracked with pain.
I am seriously have issues coping with the idea of the worthlessness of my own physical existence.