What grinds your gears and how do you deal with it?

[Sagittarius]

Just contemplated what I wrote and calmed down a little. I feel better now I feel like that was building up for awhile. I just see oneness so much now and it is so much apart of my thinking that the frustration at other self's has been growing of late. I keep switching back and forth it seams every few days from a frustrated to joyous and content mindset. I'am getting what I want in relation to higher self I know that, I know this frustration is my test.

Yesterday I was at a festival called soundwave. It was an amazing experience I had never been a to a concert/festival before. Being in the crowd with 1000's of other people listening to your favourite bands live. In the mosh pit everyone was in synch. Very violent but in a strangely graceful friendly and synchronised way. All anyone is thinking about is the joy of the moment thus it is multiplied and unlocked in everyone. The circles of death are particularly interesting as they form spiral like and consume people within. Very fun. If anyone fell down or got hurt everyone near them would instantly help them up. It was amazing and I saw one clearer then ever. Lately I have been working 40-50 hour weeks and I guess being around other selfs more often. Before I would work a few shifts but spend most of my time with close friends or myself/family. To experience this then to go back to the disconnected drudgery is extremely painful.

But all you can do is move forward and trust in the return of that feeling. Patience.