02-25-2012, 08:38 PM
When I walked home I encountered a couple of drunk people. I live in quite a small town, so it was quite amazing that I passed them directly outside my house. Only when I passed them I could hear one man say "fucking little kid..", and the girl beside kept saying "no, no NOO!" Like he was seriously going to hurt me for walking by?
I lost myself in fear and got inside as quick as I could. Later on, I contemplated my fear, why couldn't I just be like Jesus and the other guys?
So I forgave the angry man. Then I started to think about if I would have forgiven him if I was a God-being. A type of being that could turn him into dust just by snapping my finger. I would have, that is at least what I think. I guess that separates the STO from STS.
However in the grasp of fear we are all the same. I gotta learn how to dispel that kind of fear. It was like a "I could die-fear". Maybe I'm asking too much, but fear is no good thing. I feels like this event was tailored to my experience..
I lost myself in fear and got inside as quick as I could. Later on, I contemplated my fear, why couldn't I just be like Jesus and the other guys?
So I forgave the angry man. Then I started to think about if I would have forgiven him if I was a God-being. A type of being that could turn him into dust just by snapping my finger. I would have, that is at least what I think. I guess that separates the STO from STS.However in the grasp of fear we are all the same. I gotta learn how to dispel that kind of fear. It was like a "I could die-fear". Maybe I'm asking too much, but fear is no good thing. I feels like this event was tailored to my experience..
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