Ever since I became spiritual through the Ra Material and what led me to it, I've been somewhat lost on the 2nd chakra, dealing with emotions and sexuality.
I warped it and held out for this girl I thought was the one, but now that I know for a fact she is not, I feel this whole time I repressed a part of me that wanted to share my emotions with and love the way I can.
How did Jesus deal with this chakra? He never had sex with anyone, and I guess he handled his emotions through his devoutness to God, and took the church as his bride... but what do we do? I tried to save myself for this girl and it ended up harming me emotionally, psychologically and physically too. My emotions seep into my subconscious on days I'm not occupied, and they upset me. It's like I have trust issues with myself as a result of this 2nd chakra repression for so long, so like, I feel I need more time before I go out and date again, but is it really any better to wait? I interact well with girls at church, but I feel safe there.
How does one go about keeping their emotions in check during a time of healing? I just don't want any of this internal pain to come out as negativity towards someone else accidentally.
Forgiveness came to mind last night. Forgiveness of self is a big one. I believe that was what jesus realized when he was on the cross. So what about self-forgiveness?
I warped it and held out for this girl I thought was the one, but now that I know for a fact she is not, I feel this whole time I repressed a part of me that wanted to share my emotions with and love the way I can.
How did Jesus deal with this chakra? He never had sex with anyone, and I guess he handled his emotions through his devoutness to God, and took the church as his bride... but what do we do? I tried to save myself for this girl and it ended up harming me emotionally, psychologically and physically too. My emotions seep into my subconscious on days I'm not occupied, and they upset me. It's like I have trust issues with myself as a result of this 2nd chakra repression for so long, so like, I feel I need more time before I go out and date again, but is it really any better to wait? I interact well with girls at church, but I feel safe there.
How does one go about keeping their emotions in check during a time of healing? I just don't want any of this internal pain to come out as negativity towards someone else accidentally.
Forgiveness came to mind last night. Forgiveness of self is a big one. I believe that was what jesus realized when he was on the cross. So what about self-forgiveness?