Why are you scared?

[Gribbons]

LOL, some people may hold that as an attachment, something the ego bases itself on? that, in the end, doesn't mean anything? kind of like how alabama wins so many national championships, but, in the end, doesn't mean anything? i like thinking we are living in the end of times. gives me hope that i don't need something as artificial as a degree to do well in life, knowing i received a quality education anyway, plus a chance to dive deeper into myself with a grasp of what we really are a part of in the grand scheme of things. that was something no one could relate to me with there. probably the reason i got sent home, in the grand scheme of things. lol

i wish i could tell the ones i left behind how much i love them.