02-22-2012, 09:02 PM
(02-22-2012, 07:27 PM)Azrael Wrote: I really don't understand where our seeming difference is, in principle we seem to have a very similar concept in mind.
To be honest, I feel like I've already experienced a lot of the rest of the universe, it's the human experience which I need to learn to understand at this point. What of people like me? Why am I simply cast to darkness as a label, and my path disdained? I have always been in Service to Others, have always seeked to alleviate suffering, and raise joy and wanted to share Love with the world, with no regard for myself, so I suppose I find it unfair that I am being judged by surface level examinations of my words.
Wow this hit the nail on the head for how I feel. I am just so ready for these changes to take place, and I have been so disinterested with the physical world that it has become a very serious problem for the remnants of this physical world. My wife and family won't understand me not wanting to work even though I'm running low on money to live on. I wish housing and food and bills weren't so expensive.
Thank you for your words, Shin'Ar, I found them to be enlightening.