02-22-2012, 08:31 PM
"The darkness is that we become trapped in it and do not progress further."
This, I agree with.
I am not counting times, or gauging my progress with quantity. I want to incarnate as many times as is necessary for me to engage the entirety of the human experience, so I may see the whole. Why do you insist that someone who enjoys being alive in a physical body to be "addicted"? Truth be told, I wanted to leave early, and for much of my life I saw no value in this existence, and wished very much to return to my more open, spiritual forms. In fact, I am fairly certain that I have come back for more lessons because of the awareness that I did not quite understand the nature of the divine in the mundane, and the infinite in the finite. In fact, I hated my physical self, and was incredibly close to entering in to a hermit, monastic sort of life style, but then I realized, that sharing the love and light with others is just that, so simple. You care for others, you listen to them, assist them with their daily experiences, and gently present to them the magnificence of their own being.
You want to know what I want to experience again, and again? Love, connection, relationship, interconnection, with those other-Selves who journey through time with me. I am here for the experience of being in relation with my Self. The same things that I desire to experience in the spirit world. You see, I simply do not make a divergence. To me, it is my responsibility to bring the Love, and Light of my spirit down in to my body so my body may be an instrument for catalyst and evolution. Were I in spirit form, my task would be the same, to do what I can to bring Love and Light and uplift those who seek.
I do not care about powers, I do not care about fancy, glamourous experiences, I do not care about being a cosmic universal being. I care about humans (creatures in general really), and hearts, I care about Love and the Light, and I care about doing everything I can to bring joy and happiness to those I come in contact with. It is not a race to see who can get out of here the fastest, it is a scenic journey that each may gander along, smelling the roses, and seeing the sights as they please.
My friend, I am here experiencing so much vast BEAUTY, how can I possibly disdain this experience with some judgemental impression that "there is much more"? Of course there is much more, but I am HERE, NOW, and I intend to make the absolute best in Love and Light out of what I have to work with. I do not have vast magical or energetic powers here, I have words of comfort and acceptance, I have words to offer peace, and otherwise I have little more than the Love in my heart. Perhaps that is not enough for the "Masters", but it is what I have, and I am here to Be my Being to the best of my ability, so I feel no shame for doing exactly that.
Perhaps it is hard to understand... I have watched humans for so long, guided them for so long, and I have now been graced with the opportunity to be here with them in this glorious time of growth and ascension, and all I can do is express the light of my being to the greatest extent possible.
Amusingly, I feel as though I am an illimitable Spirit learning to appreciate and enjoy the simplicity and beauty of limitation. I do not feel I am here to leave my body, been there, done that, I can leave the incarnative experience whenever I want, I am quite certain. Rather, I wish for unity of all dimensions and all bodies, I wish to unite the spiritual with the material.
This, I agree with.
I am not counting times, or gauging my progress with quantity. I want to incarnate as many times as is necessary for me to engage the entirety of the human experience, so I may see the whole. Why do you insist that someone who enjoys being alive in a physical body to be "addicted"? Truth be told, I wanted to leave early, and for much of my life I saw no value in this existence, and wished very much to return to my more open, spiritual forms. In fact, I am fairly certain that I have come back for more lessons because of the awareness that I did not quite understand the nature of the divine in the mundane, and the infinite in the finite. In fact, I hated my physical self, and was incredibly close to entering in to a hermit, monastic sort of life style, but then I realized, that sharing the love and light with others is just that, so simple. You care for others, you listen to them, assist them with their daily experiences, and gently present to them the magnificence of their own being.
You want to know what I want to experience again, and again? Love, connection, relationship, interconnection, with those other-Selves who journey through time with me. I am here for the experience of being in relation with my Self. The same things that I desire to experience in the spirit world. You see, I simply do not make a divergence. To me, it is my responsibility to bring the Love, and Light of my spirit down in to my body so my body may be an instrument for catalyst and evolution. Were I in spirit form, my task would be the same, to do what I can to bring Love and Light and uplift those who seek.
I do not care about powers, I do not care about fancy, glamourous experiences, I do not care about being a cosmic universal being. I care about humans (creatures in general really), and hearts, I care about Love and the Light, and I care about doing everything I can to bring joy and happiness to those I come in contact with. It is not a race to see who can get out of here the fastest, it is a scenic journey that each may gander along, smelling the roses, and seeing the sights as they please.
My friend, I am here experiencing so much vast BEAUTY, how can I possibly disdain this experience with some judgemental impression that "there is much more"? Of course there is much more, but I am HERE, NOW, and I intend to make the absolute best in Love and Light out of what I have to work with. I do not have vast magical or energetic powers here, I have words of comfort and acceptance, I have words to offer peace, and otherwise I have little more than the Love in my heart. Perhaps that is not enough for the "Masters", but it is what I have, and I am here to Be my Being to the best of my ability, so I feel no shame for doing exactly that.
Perhaps it is hard to understand... I have watched humans for so long, guided them for so long, and I have now been graced with the opportunity to be here with them in this glorious time of growth and ascension, and all I can do is express the light of my being to the greatest extent possible.
Amusingly, I feel as though I am an illimitable Spirit learning to appreciate and enjoy the simplicity and beauty of limitation. I do not feel I am here to leave my body, been there, done that, I can leave the incarnative experience whenever I want, I am quite certain. Rather, I wish for unity of all dimensions and all bodies, I wish to unite the spiritual with the material.
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