02-20-2012, 06:32 AM
Hey sis,
It's awesome that you found a meditation that feels right. I am happy for you!
In regards to the rest that you said, I believe that Ra also says that the key to balance is seen in the unstudied, spontaneous and honest response. Therefore whatever that is inside should come up to the surface.
And as to that Zaxon thread, what I personally wished to explore, is my personal understanding of polarities, as I believe that either Zaxon is not polarized enough, or that I must have misunderstood something fundamental in regards to polarities, which I in that case wanted to explore. I bear no judgement whether one wants to polarize this or that way. You of all people should know that.
My understanding is that polarizing in service to others is as difficult as polarizing in service to self. But where does the difficulty in STS polarization lies? My understanding is that this difficulty lies in the amount of dedication that you need to put when pursuing the path of service to self. We all have darkness within us. We are all things. But if choosing service to self path, my belief is that there is no switching polarity in consciousness or opening up heart center, as you don't have an advantage of 49% to make choices outside that chosen service to self polarity. You have an advantage of *maximum* 5%. Love for another self, although conditional, is still love for another self. Here is where difficulty in graduating in this polarity lies. You can of course afford such heart opening experiences for your own amusement, if you have opened the gateway to intelligent infinity, thus able to harvest yourself, but not if you are to graduate through the conventional method... That's my understanding anyway. And I am saying "you" in general kind of sense, not you personally.
Don't know if you will read it. But have a blast week!!! \0/
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It's awesome that you found a meditation that feels right. I am happy for you!
In regards to the rest that you said, I believe that Ra also says that the key to balance is seen in the unstudied, spontaneous and honest response. Therefore whatever that is inside should come up to the surface.
And as to that Zaxon thread, what I personally wished to explore, is my personal understanding of polarities, as I believe that either Zaxon is not polarized enough, or that I must have misunderstood something fundamental in regards to polarities, which I in that case wanted to explore. I bear no judgement whether one wants to polarize this or that way. You of all people should know that.
My understanding is that polarizing in service to others is as difficult as polarizing in service to self. But where does the difficulty in STS polarization lies? My understanding is that this difficulty lies in the amount of dedication that you need to put when pursuing the path of service to self. We all have darkness within us. We are all things. But if choosing service to self path, my belief is that there is no switching polarity in consciousness or opening up heart center, as you don't have an advantage of 49% to make choices outside that chosen service to self polarity. You have an advantage of *maximum* 5%. Love for another self, although conditional, is still love for another self. Here is where difficulty in graduating in this polarity lies. You can of course afford such heart opening experiences for your own amusement, if you have opened the gateway to intelligent infinity, thus able to harvest yourself, but not if you are to graduate through the conventional method... That's my understanding anyway. And I am saying "you" in general kind of sense, not you personally.
Don't know if you will read it. But have a blast week!!! \0/

