Greetings from the Dark

[Sagittarius]

I had an interesting experience last night that I would like to share. I will preface this by saying that I do not believe everything that happens in dreams comes from psychic attacks and/or communications by other entities. So it is very possible that what I am about to tell you was a manifestation of my conscious or subconscious mind.

Though I am STS biased, I have found that I am capable of changing polarity by shifting energy to various chakras and focusing my attention on one or the other aspects of the paradox of the Creator. When polarizing as STS I ignore the blue and green chakras and move my energy directly from the solar plexus towards the pituitary and indigo rays. This comes easily to me, and results in a single minded feeling of power, while other-selves are barely noticed in my conscious mind. When in this orientation I also focus my attention on myself as Creator, rather than on the Creation as a whole. Though this is the easier orientation for me, through effort and meditation I have found that I can switch that polarization to STO without losing significant polarity. When I do this shift I focus on balancing each chakra with emphasis on the green ray heart chakra, which then climbs to blue and up to the pituitary gland and indigo ray. Where the STS orientation fills me with hunger, the STO orientation fills me with a sense of peace, joy, and well being. I find it very difficult to function in daily life while in this state, as the sense of compassion can sometimes be overwhelming and my physical vehicle feels weak and passive.

For some time I have been toying with the idea of attracting an Orion entity to my dreams. They will not approach me when I am in a highly polarized STS state, so I spent much of yesterday polarizing to an STO orientation, finishing the process before sleep. Within an hour or so of falling asleep I found my dreaming that I was walking through a garden filled with shrines of the various Earth religions, surrounded by various people I have met throughout my life - and was utterly at peace. However, I soon felt that one of the people around me was a stranger, and felt animosity emanating from him. So I singled the entity out and slammed him against a garden wall, and while looking directly in his eyes, said with words enforced with will, "I am Creator, you are creation. We are Unity." The entity was frightened by these words, as they were said with the force of threat. I then continued my walk through the garden and went to a room where I sit in wait for the entity to follow me. Someone stumbled into the room terrified, and yelled, "He is coming!" I sat unmoved and utterly at peace. The one I had threatened came busting in after him, and put on a great show of darkness and light, as if to frighten me. I grabbed the entity by both wrists, peacefully, then dramatically shifted my energy to negative polarity, at which time I saw the creature for the pathetic shadow thing that it was, laughed a cold electric laugh full of menace, and after the briefest battle of wills, I drained the entity of all its energy until it was nothing more than skin covering reptilian bones. I then commenced to consume his remains. I awoke immediately after, feeling quite peaceful and still in the meditative position I had fallen asleep in. I would note, that I was lucid throughout the dream, to the extent I was aware I was manifesting my environment. Only the entity I described had any volition outside of my control.

I reiterate, this very well could have been a manifestation of my conscious or subconscious mind. However, there is a belligerent aspect to my being that relishes combat, and has lately desired pitting my will against one of the Orion group. For what it is worth I thought I would share this experience, and ask if anyone else has found that they are able to consciously change their polarity, without experiencing depolarization?

-Zaxon

Um can I switch now. I want to battle reptilians in my dreams. Why do the bad guys always have the most fun .