02-17-2012, 02:49 AM
POSSIBLE PERSONAL PSYCHIC GREETING
I get occasional urges to jump off my balcony.
I am not suicidal.
I am not depressed.
They have not occurred in recent times (last 6 months?) but were sporadic in 2010.
they were most fleeting, and definitely did not come from my own consciousness (as far as I am aware)
they would drop in as a thought for a couple of seconds, then flit away. Usually in the depths of night (between 2am and 4am).
I can only ascribe this to a psychic greeting.
not being prone to it now makes me think that I have balanced out whatever repressed memory/distortion that was exploited.
like I said, I cannot know for sure, but this is the only thing I can chalk it up to.
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addendum: it was also around this time that I started to use Protection Rituals on a regular and informed basis. I am thinking that they did their job.
I get occasional urges to jump off my balcony.
I am not suicidal.
I am not depressed.
They have not occurred in recent times (last 6 months?) but were sporadic in 2010.
they were most fleeting, and definitely did not come from my own consciousness (as far as I am aware)
they would drop in as a thought for a couple of seconds, then flit away. Usually in the depths of night (between 2am and 4am).
I can only ascribe this to a psychic greeting.
not being prone to it now makes me think that I have balanced out whatever repressed memory/distortion that was exploited.
like I said, I cannot know for sure, but this is the only thing I can chalk it up to.
- -
addendum: it was also around this time that I started to use Protection Rituals on a regular and informed basis. I am thinking that they did their job.