Ok, I never thought I'd consider this, but... (Masonry)

[Gribbons]

I've found that when I didn't say it right away, I regret it, fear always gets there and makes me think oh I wonder what she would think about me if I told her.. and then I regret it and end up telling them way after I'm over it. I failed the fear test.... in choosing between fear and love.. it is always a difficult thing, especially when it hits close to home or rather our own egos.

Yeah. I chose to look fear in the eyes and speak my mind. It got me thrown in jail and suspended from the university. But you know what man, I always felt I would feel worse by not speaking my mind, so, I guess, I'm glad I did what I did. Even if I did get in trouble. Trust me man, the story's LONG, and complicated, but, while I didn't deserve all this, it was meant to be I guess. But I did what was right, that's for damn sure.