Emotional Sensitivity

[Parsons]

Maybe I wasn't doing it right but unless you have solid evidence proving otherwise I'm going to assume pharmaceuticals are more effective in most cases.

In most cases for whom? And what cases are you referring to? Are you saying that pharmaceuticals work better than meditation for every single person, not just yourself, and for all ailments?

I took pharmaceuticals for years. They didn't solve the problem that I had at all. It only numbed me and made me dead to the world. Which was like a band-aid on a gunshot wound to the heart. I won't ever be taking any derivative of fluorine / fluoride ever again, I can tell you that much. I was shocked that one of the most popular anti-depressants that I was taking was just another fluoride derivative.

Presently I am probably almost as much of a wreck as many others that I've seen on here complaining of anxiety. I just stoically try to hide it while trying to come up with a solution to my big problem of trying to scrape by until the big changes start really coming, in which case I will finally start feeling more useful.