Do you believe you were 5D STS?

[Sacred Fool]

Hello there, turtledude23.

What you describe above sounds appropriate for someone who identifies with a turtle.

It reminds me a bit of the following. Take it for what it may be worth to you.

41.13
Ra: I am Ra. ...

The appropriate true color for third-density is, as you have ascertained, yellow. However, the influences of the true color, green, acting upon yellow ray entities have caused many entities to revert to the consideration of self rather than the stepping forward into consideration of other-self or green ray. This may not be seen to be of a negatively polarized nature, as the negatively polarized entity is working very intensively with the deepest manifestations of yellow ray group energies, especially the manipulations of other-self for service to self. Those reverting to orange ray, and we may add these are many upon your plane at this time, are those who feel the vibrations of true color green and, therefore, respond by rejecting governmental and societal activities as such and seek once more the self.

However, not having developed the yellow ray properly so that it balances the personal vibratory rates of the entity, the entity then is faced with the task of further activation and balancing of the self in relation to the self, thus the orange ray manifestations at this space/time nexus.

There was a Q'uo session a few years back which might interest you. Q'uo was asked to say a word to those incarnating on this planet at this time who have an apparent STS energy profile with strong red, orange, yellow, blue and indigo centers, but weak green ray centers. Q'uo referred to these as ones who had enjoyed more comprehensive study in wisdom than in love. It was averred that the main stumbling block for ones such as these is a quality known as arrogance...and it goes on from there.

There's also a brief discussion of the need for an early 6D being to return to lower densities to, so to speak, fill in its c.v. in order to understand the full 360 degrees of potential experience so that it may offer more skillful guidance to its lower density selves when it comes to function as an higher self.

http://llresearch.org/transcripts/issues..._0414.aspx

I wish you the best in your travels.