David Wilcock

[litllady]

I wanted to come back to this thread and comment a little more. Its just something I need to do for my thoughts. When I feel like I am not telling what I should tell...then I feel a knot in me. Its nothing bad...but it is and has been a huge part of my journey. So before I hop over to the other forum that allows us here to share our experiences of our wandering path....I am going to 'wrap' up something that has been very personal to me over these last few years. Its not so much for others I do this...but something for me, as it has brought me struggle and joy.

I feel apone Davids work in 2007 and it was like luck that I found his videos. Through his videos, I could feel his vibration as a person and it was a beautiful vibration. I think he was on a great path for others at that time. He conversed with me a few times through email...but my questions were many...so I decided that joining Divine Cosmos forum was the only thing for me to do.

All of the Law of One came a little later, I was busy reading 'Science of Peace' and some other goodies that were on the site in 2007. I read alot of the Law of One through the first half of 2008. Some really strange things began to happen in my life (Ill have to put that story in the other forum!). Something in me told me I was there at DC for a reason though. This made me bonk heads with my own self because the forum there is strictly moderated and my growing new vibration was feeling like it was being pushed down when my posts were refused or changed. I tolerated this....I loved all the members there at DC (I will always love them all and I hope some of them make it here). But the more weirder my life got, the more sure I was that whatever I had been learning and understanding was likely the cause of these strange things (they seem like time slips, other dimensions/other me's converging with my time now...its hard to explain).

Now granted....DC was very kind to me, I do have over 200 some posts there. I kept my name I used at DC and am using it here...so if I run across any DC members...they will recognize me. What is interesting about my time there...is that I was able to share some very precious moments about me and my family there (which I will also do here) and I knew there, it was protected. I Knew the mods werent going to allow any negative comments in about the experiences or deep things I shared of myself. Over time, watching my posts, one can see my path I walked and I am thankful I had DC to do that.

Early in 2008, I made a couple threads that were heavily looked at and either reconfigured or not allowed to be posted. My inner me said ENOUGH> I also went to a thread that talked about the moderation of DC and basically said to them all...I love you...but it is wrong with restricting 'wanders'....who are needing that outlet to converse and talk with a even flow (sometimes it takes a whole day before a post makes the board). People have asked them to make a section with open posting....but I think they are afraid it would get filled with negative junk. Its because David puts himself out there...and for people that dont agree with his line of thought....you have religious people calling him Satan and living in fear of him. Im in the opinion though....the group at DC would fend off any negative vibrations from rude posters just fine...but DC doesnt want to have to waste time fending off negative posts...so they moderate everything making the flow of conversing very bumpy.

I was very sad leaving the Divine Cosmos forum, it was the only place I had to talk with people of my own nature. I had just started a thread there right before I left and it was a thread that I know they had to really consider before allowing...it was called 'Astrological Observations'...and btw...that was the name they gave it, they changed the title I had on it...but any who.....I was excited to start that thread...for it was the center piece of where my experiences seemed to of came from....which was observing the stars.

BUT.....like all things that seem 'negative'....this leave allowed me to join some 'Lion Den' forums like ATS to share my story with others again. I knew before posting there I had to prepare for the fact that I didnt have mods protecting me from negative feedback. But it all went really well! I got my videos out to the public and shared with other people that werent so much 'looking' for such stories and I feel that my light did shine there and did make some people go hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Also at ATS...I was able to hash out alot of anger and feelings I had from being raised a orthodox christian...I discussed with others how God can be only love and make them scrutinize the path they were walking. This was something I needed to do for my inner past self.

AHHHH.....here comes the wrap up....did I tell you all yet that I ramble...?

Well I do. Please forgive.

So while I have been away from DC...my life still have awesome things going on that couldnt be explained by a book or even science. Just a few days ago, I had logged back in to DC to check on my last thread I had started there. I ended up logging in and responded to a few posts that were on my thread. Then out of no where....I fell 'here'. The feelings were so overwhelming....for as much as I had missed the people at DC...I didnt want to take the chance of making a post and then returning the next day to of came back and then be shot down. The uneasy feelings I had the few recent days I posted there were enough to remind me of how this 'feeling' of uneasiness actually effected my vibration in my seeking the one I have always sought for....the Holy Spirit of all.

When I found this forum, I was on the verge of crying all day yesterday. I called my mom and shared my joys with her (she is my real life confidon). Then, as luck had it yesterday, I logged back in later and was just in time to ask Carla a question! WOW....what do I ask. Ya know what I did ask...? It was a question for another self...someone had asked me a question the other day at DC in my astrology thread about the archytypes....so I thought, this is the perfect way to begin my path here at 'Bringforththelight' by asking a question for another self! I then took the answers back to DC and posted them in the mail to the one who was asking the question and told her I would post the transcript for her when it was posted.

As much as I love the people there...my spirit was restricted....and that is the LAST thing a spirit needs while growing. When returning there the other day...I thought....I really dont want to come back and take that chance again of being so scrutinised. The timing of 'falling' here was.....PERFECT. It seemed my path was all meant to be just the way it was. And....I feel that this site...will be my rest.

If anyone is here from DC....I am the same litllady from there. I kept my name from there for this very reason.

I wish the best for David...but his path has had some strange curves lately. Im sure its all meant to be for him, whatever way go goes. But I do worry because I care and love him as another self.

Like I said earlier...this post is more for my thoughts, for my movements (wanderings) and transitions from place. I love everyone at DC and I love everyone here (I dont have to know you to love you!). I am so happy to be 'here'.

Peace to all!
Love Lynette

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This is my first post here...I am so glad to of found 'here'.

Welcome to these forums I've seen you over at DC too.

My thoughts on David's channeling and Carla's. I weigh and sift the thought that they both seem to look at the man 'Jesus' a little differently. I give more credence to Carla's channeling because it was sought out for different reasons then David's channeling (impo). Carla mentioned the importance of '3' people to channel-the one who is the instrument, the one who is the questioner, and the scribe. Doesnt the ol saying go...when there is 2 or more the power will be stronger (something like that).

How do you know David is by himself? I highly doubt he channels alone, as he does have a very tight group of close friends, people he has been with since college. I believe you are referring to "doubling" when speaking about 2 or more.

With saying that I think Davids intentions are of service to others most defiantly...but I think Carla's ratio of service to others is higher.

I don't understand judging on "ratio service is higher", and does it truly matter, as long as each is working in service of other-selves? Each of us has our own part to play. Each of them simply plays their part, as do you and I. ...and yes, I agree, Carla is a saint, though if you were to ask her she would argue that fact highly.

This forum has automatic posting!

I agree. I do not understand the controlling/censoring nature of the DC forums. It seems to me to go against the idea of free will. I can understand initial moderation for spammers, but after a certain number of posts one shouldn't have to still be so heavily moderated/controlled/censored.

Again, welcome to these forums, where the LOO is in practice, and not just given lip service.

Thank you so for the welcome!

My post did sit a little uneasy with me for I dont like to seem to be 'judging' anyone. The reasons I say David was likely to not be using the same technique that involves a 'questioner, a scribe, and a instrument' is because he claims to channel his higher self...so all he would need (in my mind of thinking) is his own self. My thought with that is....he will only receive information that he is ready for and may be distorted with the fact that he will only receive what he is ready for. I think its possible more so with Davids channeling that his own wishes and desires may also distort his channeling, since it is his own 'higher self'.

This is just opinion...I love David very much and have had great talks with him. As hard as it is to express a 'feeling' that others might not like or understand, its still a process of my growth of 'sorting' out my path and allowing influences into my life.

David was a enourmous influence with me...and it was because of him I found people of my nature and found the LOO.

Im not trying to judge...though it may come across that way when we all express 'opinions'. I hope that my opinions come from my intuition....and I would love to see David get on a path that is more sharing himself with others in a way that is afordable. He talks of how tough times are but then keeps having these confereneces that cost alot of money. I guess its the only way he can keep doing what he is doing and get by in this world.

Any which way, David was definatly a part of my path. Im not so much putting to rest what I learned from DC....but I hope I am moving on to allowing my vibration to become more pure in service of others.

I hope that makes sense....I also try to think when I write about someone....that it is something that I can be comfortable with if I had to be face to face with them as they read what I write. I have expressed these feelings directly to David over the years in email...in a caring way, of just expressing my worries.

Ill stop there for now....Ill wrap it up with saying I think David is on a path that is needed for his own growth and self. I respect it, and believe in 'to each their own'.

Here...I hope to really study the LOO in a more serious manner. I think its time for me to do this and I feel that I am now in the right place to do this.

Love Lynette