01-17-2012, 03:25 PM
I'm a little embarrassed by this, but I went through a period of immense interest in psychedelics and their researchers. Rick Strassman, Terrance Mckenna, etc. This was all last year, before my introduction to the Law of One.
While on a psilocybin mushroom experience I felt as if I was told that I am not of planet Earth, which I found confusing initially as I had obviously lived my life here but the message went on to elaborate that I had incarnated here to help with planetary transition. After the experience I wrote this off as an experience stemming from the ego to inflate itself with delusions.
Some months later I had a DMT experience where I met my mother. This was powerful, and had me extremely shaken as I have a mother who is alive and well and who I love very much. My love for the mother in my DMT experience was something I'd never experienced though. She explained to me how proud of me she was and how well I was doing in my seeking of truth. Just writing vaguely about this experience puts a knot in my throat, it was that powerful. Perhaps, I'll write about my DMT experience in detail at a later date as it was really amazing. I'm not trying to say it should be used - in fact I would say its probably more wise to not just to stay on the safe side. But it was a cool experience.
Anyway, I was amazed to find the idea of extra-terrestrials incarnating on Earth when I found Law of One. I was also amazed because my childhood was spent in and out of hospitals/doctors offices due to severe asthma, eczema (Hence Ecz
), and allergies (worsening both preceding conditions). So external family experience, allergies, and the feeling of alienation fit well too. I seem to fit the wanderer profile like a glove, but I approach this subject with caution simply because I understand how much I WANT to be a wanderer. It would explain a lot and it would be a romantic idea to identify with, therefore I just try to tell myself its irrelevant. I am here now, I want to serve others, I want to know truth - that's what matters.
Just my 2 cents, I don't think there's anything wrong with identifying as a wanderer - I just know my own nature enough to know that it would provide for some egotistical thinking if I really identified as such.
While on a psilocybin mushroom experience I felt as if I was told that I am not of planet Earth, which I found confusing initially as I had obviously lived my life here but the message went on to elaborate that I had incarnated here to help with planetary transition. After the experience I wrote this off as an experience stemming from the ego to inflate itself with delusions.
Some months later I had a DMT experience where I met my mother. This was powerful, and had me extremely shaken as I have a mother who is alive and well and who I love very much. My love for the mother in my DMT experience was something I'd never experienced though. She explained to me how proud of me she was and how well I was doing in my seeking of truth. Just writing vaguely about this experience puts a knot in my throat, it was that powerful. Perhaps, I'll write about my DMT experience in detail at a later date as it was really amazing. I'm not trying to say it should be used - in fact I would say its probably more wise to not just to stay on the safe side. But it was a cool experience.
Anyway, I was amazed to find the idea of extra-terrestrials incarnating on Earth when I found Law of One. I was also amazed because my childhood was spent in and out of hospitals/doctors offices due to severe asthma, eczema (Hence Ecz

Just my 2 cents, I don't think there's anything wrong with identifying as a wanderer - I just know my own nature enough to know that it would provide for some egotistical thinking if I really identified as such.