01-09-2012, 11:46 AM
Cyan,
You understand that you are in a battle, and you do not know how to bring it to an end. It is taking a toll on your sanity.
What is happening to you is known to the Ancients as the 'God Complex'. As you come to realize your divinity you suffer the memory of creation.
I will not attempt to treat you, but I will point you to a place where you may be able to find balance.
Study and try to understand the chaos of Tiamat and try to realize that the initial experience of God is not one of peace and intelligence. It was a storm of oppositions resulting in chaos.
Seek the Goddess and you shall find relief.
You understand that you are in a battle, and you do not know how to bring it to an end. It is taking a toll on your sanity.
What is happening to you is known to the Ancients as the 'God Complex'. As you come to realize your divinity you suffer the memory of creation.
I will not attempt to treat you, but I will point you to a place where you may be able to find balance.
Study and try to understand the chaos of Tiamat and try to realize that the initial experience of God is not one of peace and intelligence. It was a storm of oppositions resulting in chaos.
Seek the Goddess and you shall find relief.