01-08-2012, 11:30 PM
(01-08-2012, 11:03 PM)yossarian Wrote: I completely agree. My time following Christianity and Hinduism basically confirmed what you're saying. The "personal humanized God" is a extremely powerful metaphor with extremely major pitfalls.
By equating God with a parent, it's like your physical psychology jumps completely on board and your entire being is united in devotion toward that parent, with little resistance from the body or mind. For me this produced powerful manifestation ability and veil-piercing insight. At the same time it affirms separation between The All-Being and The Self, and so it needs some kind of antidote.
These days I tend to be more of a "neti neti" guy since this is inline with my personality. The path of discernment seems to dissolve away my distortions but it also leaves me heartbroken, pining for the "other" that isn't there. Neti neti does have a devotional component, because it is a kind of heartbroken search for the true self, and so it is driven by devotion and faith, and I go around identifying each illusion and noting how it is not the true reality or the true self. It is not the All-Being. In this way Neti neti, for me, has been a way of balancing between the personal God and the All-Being.
The Buddhist approach is simpler and happier I guess, but maybe I want the drama of the search or something. "Neti neti" is not something I chose but rather something I discovered I was already doing.
The Buddha went around visiting all the religions and gurus looking for the Truth and the solution to suffering, until he realized it was nowhere/everywhere. When I said earlier that "neti neti" does seem to manifest in the Buddha's life, this is what I meant, and Q'uo mentioned it too. I am on a very similar search, but ironically this search does not motivate me to follow the straight and narrow moderate path that the Buddha prescribes. Rather, it motivates me to follow in his foolish footsteps and repeat the foolish mistakes he made. I think my true nature just loves the search itself.
I'm interested in what you mean by the "straight and narrow moderate path"? The eightfold path?
Of my experiences with Buddhism, there is a loose structure, but many, many ways to walk upon that path, and side paths to explore. This is evident in the proliferation of various Buddhist sects through out the world.
This is not to say that you 'should' follow such paths, but simply that you 'may' if you ever choose to.
Accepting, acknowledging that you are following in "his foolish footsteps" and repeating his mistakes is good- but it makes me wonder; what makes you enjoy the nature of searching?
What makes you think enlightenment is the end of seeking?