11-11-2009, 08:05 PM
I'm coming from a very similar state of mind my friend...and would offer this advice.
I would suggest you take your time sorting out how you feel about all of this, and do not rush into any decision you decide on. Time is your ally in this, because more than likely, you're not going to leave this reality anytime soon (aka death). Sometimes, we feel we know what we want...and sometimes we find what we wanted is a bit more complicated, or simpler, than it originally seemed. I wish clarity and courage for you, and godspeed on your endeavor!
I would suggest you take your time sorting out how you feel about all of this, and do not rush into any decision you decide on. Time is your ally in this, because more than likely, you're not going to leave this reality anytime soon (aka death). Sometimes, we feel we know what we want...and sometimes we find what we wanted is a bit more complicated, or simpler, than it originally seemed. I wish clarity and courage for you, and godspeed on your endeavor!