12-21-2011, 07:08 AM
Had 1 friend do a healing on me remotely, another one f***** with my mind pretty badly.
which is both what I want and deserve as it is what I have done to others.
I know that what is happening is that I am being "healed" because I asked for it, but my unconcious/subconcious/fears/me is trying to resist it, but it is now happening at what I would consider "optimal" speed.
So, keep sending the love. I'll keep using it to move closer to who I want to be for real.
On another topic.
Watching that blackwhitetriangle fractal tube thing that someone linked was an intensly trippy experience! Marvelous work!
which is both what I want and deserve as it is what I have done to others.
I know that what is happening is that I am being "healed" because I asked for it, but my unconcious/subconcious/fears/me is trying to resist it, but it is now happening at what I would consider "optimal" speed.
So, keep sending the love. I'll keep using it to move closer to who I want to be for real.
On another topic.
Watching that blackwhitetriangle fractal tube thing that someone linked was an intensly trippy experience! Marvelous work!