Than you Ruth and Gemini(my sister is a Gemini
)
I have had a type(small) of "Darkness" you are talking about. I have no one else in my family to talk to about this stuff as no one else but my grandma are "awake" and my mom and dad think I am giving up on life because I don't feel the need to go to college and get "real" education or get a job doing nothing and not following my happiness. And all I really want to do is learn. Mostly about history. history is fascinating(a whole different type of world, gahh what fun it would be to explore it ) so I need to figure out how to access The akashic records, which I know is easy and I am creating the barriers in my mind. So really I need to convince myself that it is easy and not imagination.(which is due to being raised in a culture where imagination is not real and psychic abilities if they exist(they do) are hard to use and not worth the effort(which is not true IMO) but I just need to convince myself otherwise. It might help if someone has a technique for reading the akashic records ) anyway yeah I keep surprising myself at how little regard I have for wether or not someone knows all about me or not.(it helps if I trust you but still) I am surprisingly(to me) open so yeah hugs and energy kisses to all
-Conifer16- Adonai Vasu Borragus
Sorry Sagittarius briefly forgot about you I thank you too for sharing your experiences.
) I have had a type(small) of "Darkness" you are talking about. I have no one else in my family to talk to about this stuff as no one else but my grandma are "awake" and my mom and dad think I am giving up on life because I don't feel the need to go to college and get "real" education or get a job doing nothing and not following my happiness. And all I really want to do is learn. Mostly about history.
history is fascinating(a whole different type of world, gahh what fun it would be to explore it ) so I need to figure out how to access The akashic records, which I know is easy and I am creating the barriers in my mind. So really I need to convince myself that it is easy and not imagination.(which is due to being raised in a culture where imagination is not real and psychic abilities if they exist(they do) are hard to use and not worth the effort(which is not true IMO) but I just need to convince myself otherwise. It might help if someone has a technique for reading the akashic records ) anyway yeah I keep surprising myself at how little regard I have for wether or not someone knows all about me or not.(it helps if I trust you but still) I am surprisingly(to me) open so yeah hugs and energy kisses to all -Conifer16- Adonai Vasu Borragus
Sorry Sagittarius briefly forgot about you
I thank you too for sharing your experiences.
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