11-27-2011, 10:45 PM
(11-27-2011, 10:33 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: Sagittarius, it's been hard for me as well. Because of all the catalyst I thought I had been harvested negative. It's just so scary some of it. I was worried that I had created this timeline that everyone is now put onto. I had an issue with two other people. They are cool people, but the things they talk about are rather dark. I faced fear rather than frustration.
It's hard to where my 3rd eye hurts. I'm trying to keep it closed to a point because opening it up I get overly sensitive to things.
Still, even when someone is dark, I can still send them love.
I had to go to a mental hospital a few weeks ago, it got so bad. Nearly suicidal bad. And that's so not me. I'm a gentle spirit.
Don't worry I understand fully. Really does make me feel better to know I'am not alone. For whatever reason I'am facing the darkside more then ever at the moment, I can feel it's affect on my body and the worst thing is I know I must face it and see it through.
I hate it but love it at the same time, this hatred and frustration. It is maddening. Just another step on the journey I guess.
Feel proud Gemini you are facing the storm and you are still here. Know that our sacrifice will better everyone. That is what I try to hold onto anyway.