11-27-2011, 09:52 PM
Indeed that is what I came to realize on 11/11/11. There is nothing fun about peace love and understanding, I feel a strong urge to teach/learn but I feel the group of people I'am here to influence are going to be difficult to sway. Just went through a dark weekend of betrayal and hurtful realizations. I slipped into the STS mindset because of it for a little while.
This understanding and mission we all have is a heavy burden and the last few weeks have shown that to me. Just when you think you have broken through to someone they turn around and spit in your face, disregard what you have shown them and basically embrace there ego even more. I don't think the said person will understand the pain he put me through that night for awhile.
Be very weary about your expectations of the sleepers, I understand the frustration towards this world and it's self's. Worst thing is he is one of my close friends who I thought was at some sort of an understanding, patterns I have seen in him throughout knowing him have come to fruition again however, his dark side is strong.
But hey that is what we are all here for right, to assist everyone else. Just gotta keep faith I guess.
This understanding and mission we all have is a heavy burden and the last few weeks have shown that to me. Just when you think you have broken through to someone they turn around and spit in your face, disregard what you have shown them and basically embrace there ego even more. I don't think the said person will understand the pain he put me through that night for awhile.
Be very weary about your expectations of the sleepers, I understand the frustration towards this world and it's self's. Worst thing is he is one of my close friends who I thought was at some sort of an understanding, patterns I have seen in him throughout knowing him have come to fruition again however, his dark side is strong.
But hey that is what we are all here for right, to assist everyone else. Just gotta keep faith I guess.