10-29-2009, 06:03 PM
I know this might not make any sense at all, but sometimes I’m afraid everything will get too wonderful too quickly. I’m really enjoying the journey and I fear that when I leave this body everything will be overwhelming and I won’t be able to take some time to just enjoy the ride. This life seems unbearable at times, but I don’t want to just jump to the top, either. Want to take it slow and help along the way. Meh…this one has hard time putting these feelings into words. Barely makes sense in my own head, much less when I try to tell it to other people.