On the Higher Self

[Tenet Nosce]

Well, if it is so important, why does it choose that?

It is not so important. One can live a fulfilled and successful life by soul standards being completely ignorant that such a thing even exists. At least up until now.

What's the method of thinking in that logic? Why does wishing to see perceivable proof mean that I'm not ready to see perceivable proof? Doesn't that seem more like a cop-out?

I admit this didn't make sense to me for a long time, and I have posts out there in Internet-land railing against this. I don't really know how to explain it, but there were some good examples in Dolores Cannon's The Three Waves of Volunteers and the New Earth where explanations were given for various contact scenarios or lack thereof.

Each seemed like a logical explanation in and of itself. But taken together I was able to get a sense of how things here really look like to those on the other side.

The wish to see and experience something perceivable beyond random OOB, UFO, and unexplainable experiences doesn't originate in disbelief.

I wouldn't be at all surprised if you later came to learn that you actually were having lots of these experiences, but chose to keep them from your own memory for some particular reason which doesn't make sense to you just yet.

I do not experience these things.

Then you are good to go on that one!