On the Higher Self

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I get very bored and disinterested in this reality sometimes, though that seems to come in cycles.

Honestly I can't pinpoint my desire to experience more than this reality. Sometimes it's non-existent and sometimes it's burning.

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But there are times I feel like the will of others is forced upon me, and I often feel trapped in this body, behind this veil.

Those comments remind me of the talk Ankh gave at Homecoming in Louisville this year about visions and experiences she sometimes has of other realities and the intense longing for home that they create in her.

Steve Tyman told me that it's fairly typical symptomology of a Wanderer.