10-22-2009, 04:49 AM
Do not worry too much about being able to remember these lessons. Your conscious mind is missing the information but your subconscious mind is not. You're adapting to the material and making changes to incorporate it into your life even if you don't understand what the material is.
We're not aware of most of the things we learn anyway. We're not aware of most of the decisions we make and why we make them. You don't have to be consciously aware of information to be able to make use of it. Just trust the process and your higher self and accept that this happens. The quest is not so much to remember this material but to reach the level of awareness that this information becomes intuitively available to you.
"Why did you do that?"
"I have no idea.... But look, it's working..."
We're not aware of most of the things we learn anyway. We're not aware of most of the decisions we make and why we make them. You don't have to be consciously aware of information to be able to make use of it. Just trust the process and your higher self and accept that this happens. The quest is not so much to remember this material but to reach the level of awareness that this information becomes intuitively available to you.
"Why did you do that?"
"I have no idea.... But look, it's working..."