10-19-2009, 10:06 PM
Hi there, L. Nice to make your acquaintance.
As far as tracking the energy of one's personal disturbances, I start with the most obvious evidence and then proceed inwards from there. It's like trying to find a bad smell in the kitchen. First you check the most likely sources (places you've found rotten food in the past). If that fails, then you just have to snoop around following your nose, poking into things until the trail picks up, as it were.
Obviously, it's a developed skill. So, if you're interested, the best thing is to develope the skill, I would say.
It may have sounded cognitive--owing to my not-quite-balanced bias in that direction--but the process is more like sitting down with a friend who's trying to sort out her troubles and mirroring back to her what she indicates. So she says "I'm really upset about X!" "Oh, you're very upset about X." "Yes, he made me so angry yesterday." "He made you angry yesterday." Yes, I felt so belittled when told me..." Oh, you felt belittled." "Yes, I just wanted to curl up into a ball and die. I'm so mad at him!"
So, up until the last statement (outwardly directed) we're heading into orange ray territory, the land of self acceptance and personal vitality/worth.
If you can do that with yourself--not that it's so easy--but if you can do that and keep your composure (that part might make it sound analytical), then you can travel along until the path reaches a resting point. At that stage your simple presence can sometimes "break the enchantment." If it's a deeper problem and your self is at a state of rest with the problem and with your presence, you can begin to introduce opposing energies appropriate to the situation. Example: "You must be really cramped in that position, would you like to wiggle your toes?" Or "Aren't you tired of lying there now, wouldn't you like to go for a walk in the woods?" If it's not reached a level of comfort with your presence, you may have to stay with it for a period of time or return to it later or call in higher help for an intervention. Sometimes the whole deal, when it shifts, transforms into a further follow-your-nose adventure like mine did when it dropped into the red zone.
Now, the above is an imaginative retelling--so to say--of a process that happens energetically. If you can imagine all of that compressed and made more efficient, then a re-read of my first post might make more sense. In other words, you begin to perceive more information in the energy and your energetic responses contain more intelligence. Of course, as this goes on you run into all manner of opportunities to enjoy self-deception...but that's another story.
Hope that's of some use.
As for sex being a yellow-ray event, I'd say it's conceivable (ha ha), but not likely. There are some wicked cool Ra passages about sex of many colors, if you will. For your own part, you might revisit some of your own adventures in a quiet time and private space and try to sniff out for yourself where the energy is bubbling.
~P
As far as tracking the energy of one's personal disturbances, I start with the most obvious evidence and then proceed inwards from there. It's like trying to find a bad smell in the kitchen. First you check the most likely sources (places you've found rotten food in the past). If that fails, then you just have to snoop around following your nose, poking into things until the trail picks up, as it were.
Obviously, it's a developed skill. So, if you're interested, the best thing is to develope the skill, I would say.
It may have sounded cognitive--owing to my not-quite-balanced bias in that direction--but the process is more like sitting down with a friend who's trying to sort out her troubles and mirroring back to her what she indicates. So she says "I'm really upset about X!" "Oh, you're very upset about X." "Yes, he made me so angry yesterday." "He made you angry yesterday." Yes, I felt so belittled when told me..." Oh, you felt belittled." "Yes, I just wanted to curl up into a ball and die. I'm so mad at him!"
So, up until the last statement (outwardly directed) we're heading into orange ray territory, the land of self acceptance and personal vitality/worth.
If you can do that with yourself--not that it's so easy--but if you can do that and keep your composure (that part might make it sound analytical), then you can travel along until the path reaches a resting point. At that stage your simple presence can sometimes "break the enchantment." If it's a deeper problem and your self is at a state of rest with the problem and with your presence, you can begin to introduce opposing energies appropriate to the situation. Example: "You must be really cramped in that position, would you like to wiggle your toes?" Or "Aren't you tired of lying there now, wouldn't you like to go for a walk in the woods?" If it's not reached a level of comfort with your presence, you may have to stay with it for a period of time or return to it later or call in higher help for an intervention. Sometimes the whole deal, when it shifts, transforms into a further follow-your-nose adventure like mine did when it dropped into the red zone.
Now, the above is an imaginative retelling--so to say--of a process that happens energetically. If you can imagine all of that compressed and made more efficient, then a re-read of my first post might make more sense. In other words, you begin to perceive more information in the energy and your energetic responses contain more intelligence. Of course, as this goes on you run into all manner of opportunities to enjoy self-deception...but that's another story.
Hope that's of some use.
As for sex being a yellow-ray event, I'd say it's conceivable (ha ha), but not likely. There are some wicked cool Ra passages about sex of many colors, if you will. For your own part, you might revisit some of your own adventures in a quiet time and private space and try to sniff out for yourself where the energy is bubbling.
~P