10-18-2009, 02:16 PM
The whole idea of STS and STO has only given me negative feelings; a strange paradoxal catalyst which means nothing (STO -> STS & STS -> STO) yet is a forced requirement upon someone to become fully aware of a fuller reality... I want little part of such requirements, and it cannot be understood. It becomes quite irrelevant..
I wish to serve my other-selves, but I wish to do it without any limitations and rules forced upon me.
The only thing you ever need to do is what is in your heart to do.
Gasp, I am openly criticizing Ra!
For me, this is the greatest disservice Ra has done to me.. and perhaps the only one. But with that disservice, I was very much encouraged to seek out other sources of channeled material. And that has been most meaningful, so I am grateful for this disservice which thus becomes a service (!).
I wish to serve my other-selves, but I wish to do it without any limitations and rules forced upon me.
The only thing you ever need to do is what is in your heart to do.
Gasp, I am openly criticizing Ra!
For me, this is the greatest disservice Ra has done to me.. and perhaps the only one. But with that disservice, I was very much encouraged to seek out other sources of channeled material. And that has been most meaningful, so I am grateful for this disservice which thus becomes a service (!).