Becoming a conscious creator

[3DMonkey]

Yeah 3D, I tend to get in confusion as to whether I believe it myself or not. But I remember, even if this "octave" is real, it's still a part of 3D. To me it's been incredibly real feeling though, but it takes me through such emotional turmoil at times that it becomes too much and I have to hand the creation over to Ra.

It could very well be a simulation that I'm being put through. That's happened before. Or hidden desires manifesting quicker in the 4D light? I think I'll reduce my postings on this, just till I can sort things out. I'm kind of being led back and forth in my experiencing. It's something I feel I need to go through and do feel emotionally much stronger for it. But there's a great deal of uncertainty I'm facing. Perhaps my analogies are offputting?

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Story destroyed. Like others I've had, it was getting out of control for me.

Thanks 3D. You've helped keep me grounded when I needed it.

Probably should have let Purr go the first time. Though I'd have missed out on another exciting adventure.

You're welcome. All I did was willingly jump in with both feet.