My Dark Night of the Soul

[Oldern]

GreatSpirit, please, please reconsider the killing yourself part.
The catalysts you are facing now are there for a reason. You, your higher self decided to order it to your current incarnation. You have something to learn from them. Killing yourself will only make you reincarnate with most likely what is the same task and the same lessons, with a slightly different personality and/or background.

Embrace the worst that could happen. There are homeless people all around the world. People without hope, without financial stability, without anyone to go to. They still live. And you, you have a knowledge of something greater that can turn all suffering into pure and unconditional love. Do not give up, perservere, and try to shake up your view of your situation once more, because this is the catalyst that you need right now, whether you like it or not. I will be sending love in my daily meditations, hoping that you will get out of the problems safely and balanced.