09-29-2011, 03:47 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-29-2011, 04:31 PM by AnthroHeart.)
No, these stories are now everpresent within me (within mind). They tend to be cartoon characters I adore. And they get more sophisticated as I grow. Of course my subconscious is creating them as symbols that produce the greatest response. They aren't actually the characters, but my mind processes them as such because that has the greatest effect on my emotions.
So I'll turn my attention inward (even while sitting here, eyes open), and the character will either change color, shape, what they're saying or doing, to me, or about me, or whatever, in response to the emotional feedback I have. So if I become aroused (or have an emotional response), the character will then begin pushing that button of that emotion very intensely, developing the plot so that it has the greatest effect of pushing on me. Then, when emotional response has stilled (which can be quite difficult to accept), that catalyst is no longer needed and the character or situation disappears. Or changes to another scene.
They're like "oh, you like that, well what about this...", and then on and on till it is no longer needed. It's a gravitational attraction of these symbolic subconscious patterns to my emotional vibrations. That's why the experience is somewhat fluid in feeling. I'd say the process is quite clever and knows me all too well . What can I say, I love this work. Though it is tiring on the body.
So I'll turn my attention inward (even while sitting here, eyes open), and the character will either change color, shape, what they're saying or doing, to me, or about me, or whatever, in response to the emotional feedback I have. So if I become aroused (or have an emotional response), the character will then begin pushing that button of that emotion very intensely, developing the plot so that it has the greatest effect of pushing on me. Then, when emotional response has stilled (which can be quite difficult to accept), that catalyst is no longer needed and the character or situation disappears. Or changes to another scene.
They're like "oh, you like that, well what about this...", and then on and on till it is no longer needed. It's a gravitational attraction of these symbolic subconscious patterns to my emotional vibrations. That's why the experience is somewhat fluid in feeling. I'd say the process is quite clever and knows me all too well . What can I say, I love this work. Though it is tiring on the body.