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[AnthroHeart]

In fact, in my experience your concern of intense catalyst in high polarity is somewhat ironic: the more balanced I become, the lighter and less daunting my catalyst is. The world seems to have become gentler with me because I have become gentler with it.

You're right that we experience things differently. Mine as I see it now, is about uncovering ever-deeper emotional imbalances. I become more sensitive.

Catalyst before was hitting me in rapid short-fire bursts. Now, it's a smooth wave perhaps with a period of 10-20 seconds, which allows me to ease into it. But it's a dense wave that does a lot more shifting than what the former shortfire catalyst waves would do.

I'm centered and comfortable much of the time, but I tend to get a bit too eager in my seeking and push myself, causing me to encounter denser catalyst. The lighter catalyst has mostly been stilled in me, as in there isn't the automatic emotional response that I had to the same things as before. For me, this is about knowing myself. I am learning that below emotions there are other emotions, and others still finer.

So to me, feeling compressed in the Light is comfortable.