09-19-2011, 11:11 PM
Each has a different experience. I can attempt to diagnose what kind of catalyst you are experiencing, but really only you can make this judgment accurately. My experience of danger has been precisely this: where there is danger, there is imbalance. To walk with perfect balance is to be perfectly safe. Therefore, if the world cuts me unnecessarily, it is because I cut some part of the world unnecessarily. If it blinds me, its because I was looking too long at the light without appreciating the darkness. If it hurts my feelings, it's because I've been to harsh in handling it. Every catalyst can be seen as a hint that the world is giving you about your own imbalances, like a coach who stands next to you while you are standing only on your left toe and touches you where you are starting to tip over.
In fact, in my experience your concern of intense catalyst in high polarity is somewhat ironic: the more balanced I become, the lighter and less daunting my catalyst is. The world seems to have become gentler with me because I have become gentler with it.
In fact, in my experience your concern of intense catalyst in high polarity is somewhat ironic: the more balanced I become, the lighter and less daunting my catalyst is. The world seems to have become gentler with me because I have become gentler with it.