09-11-2011, 01:59 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-11-2011, 02:15 PM by godwide_void.)
I have been pondering the implications of psychic greeting and manipulation by negative entities too for quite some time since way earlier this year. I am curious if such entities eould be able to implant certain thoughts of certain natures in your mind, if they can actually penetrate your mind and work upon whatever insecurities, subconscious thoughts, emotions, etc. which you may have and twist them so you are led astray or if negative entities can only exert influence over external events only? (i.e. Messing with probability and causing certain catalysts/events/circumstances to occur in life that would lead you astray or whatever said entitys' goal happens to be)
Also, another thing highly bothers me. Is the risk of undergoing EXTREME psychic attack increased when you are undergoing an entheogenic experience? At the very beginning of this year I was doing all I can to spread awareness of the LOO... Then I underwent a very, very disturbing experience that shook me to the core including but not limited to apocalyptic visions, demonic possession of the individuals present (or at least, my perceptions were manipulated to believe that my friend across from me was channeling some dark force and actively trying to telepathically dismantle my mind) and a voice which constantly kept reassuring me that I had completely failed the lesson of this density (despite the fact I do all I can to radiate light and love to others!!) and if I continue trying to plumb divine mysteries/spread the LOO I would suffer greatly for it- at that point I experienced in my mind visions of severe inhuman torture that would put The Saw movies to shame.
It took me quite some time but I eventually accepted the experience as a delicate, grand lesson in the LOO regarding positivity and negativity but honestly the fear and trembling of the entire ordeal (lasted several hours, I was sure it would be my final day alive) unsettles me just by discussing it vaguely... Twice more when undergoing a voyage with the same sacrament halfway through I suddenly "felt" something besides me present. My eyes blinked rapidly. My movements afterwards felt controlled, not my own, and they were quite irrational. I felt positivity being drained from me. The rest of the day for one of the voyages I nearly injured myself, fatally, from oddly convenienty placed things... Such as an unseen huge rusty nail juttin out of my closet an my sudden loss of balance, my head was 1 inch from it before I noticed it.
The sacraments I took are powerful when combined and facilitate mystical experiences and other metaphysical phenomenon so I do not chalk the experiences up to "bad trips". I see them as divine communion, so this highly bothers me thar I was targetted by some outside force during my spiritual practices. Another fun fact, in my mind at times it felt like something was trying to direct my thoughts to say "I invite negative forces of Orion into my life". I fought those thoughts as best as possible. I failed. The ezperience became unimaginably dark. Since then I have implemented shielding techniques (simple visualizing of love-filled light veiling me) and the negative greetings have halted.
Yet still, in my day to day life I can't shake this inkling that behind certain circumstances there is negative manipulation behind it. It feels like something besides my own mid is trying to actively obstruct my spiritual path...
Edit: For sake of allowing people to better understand the implications of the severity of my experiences, the first in particular, the sacraments utilized were Syrian Rue, which is widely known for allowing telepathic phenomenon to occur amongst others as well as with outside energies to occur, and a very, very high dose of Psilocybin mushrooms which itself is known to be able to facilitate mystical experiences if approached with such intents, especially at a dose as high as I'd taken. The combination is highly profound in what it may cause to occur, and I believe my grand mistake was attempting to channel by stating in my mind "I invite entities of Christ Consciousness to enter me" as I was awaiting the come-up for the first experience. Shortly after I felt extreme negativity infest the air. Woops...!
Lesson learned: Do not try to invoke ANYTHING but my Higher Self on entheogens. The consequences can be dire otherwise.
Also, another thing highly bothers me. Is the risk of undergoing EXTREME psychic attack increased when you are undergoing an entheogenic experience? At the very beginning of this year I was doing all I can to spread awareness of the LOO... Then I underwent a very, very disturbing experience that shook me to the core including but not limited to apocalyptic visions, demonic possession of the individuals present (or at least, my perceptions were manipulated to believe that my friend across from me was channeling some dark force and actively trying to telepathically dismantle my mind) and a voice which constantly kept reassuring me that I had completely failed the lesson of this density (despite the fact I do all I can to radiate light and love to others!!) and if I continue trying to plumb divine mysteries/spread the LOO I would suffer greatly for it- at that point I experienced in my mind visions of severe inhuman torture that would put The Saw movies to shame.
It took me quite some time but I eventually accepted the experience as a delicate, grand lesson in the LOO regarding positivity and negativity but honestly the fear and trembling of the entire ordeal (lasted several hours, I was sure it would be my final day alive) unsettles me just by discussing it vaguely... Twice more when undergoing a voyage with the same sacrament halfway through I suddenly "felt" something besides me present. My eyes blinked rapidly. My movements afterwards felt controlled, not my own, and they were quite irrational. I felt positivity being drained from me. The rest of the day for one of the voyages I nearly injured myself, fatally, from oddly convenienty placed things... Such as an unseen huge rusty nail juttin out of my closet an my sudden loss of balance, my head was 1 inch from it before I noticed it.
The sacraments I took are powerful when combined and facilitate mystical experiences and other metaphysical phenomenon so I do not chalk the experiences up to "bad trips". I see them as divine communion, so this highly bothers me thar I was targetted by some outside force during my spiritual practices. Another fun fact, in my mind at times it felt like something was trying to direct my thoughts to say "I invite negative forces of Orion into my life". I fought those thoughts as best as possible. I failed. The ezperience became unimaginably dark. Since then I have implemented shielding techniques (simple visualizing of love-filled light veiling me) and the negative greetings have halted.
Yet still, in my day to day life I can't shake this inkling that behind certain circumstances there is negative manipulation behind it. It feels like something besides my own mid is trying to actively obstruct my spiritual path...
Edit: For sake of allowing people to better understand the implications of the severity of my experiences, the first in particular, the sacraments utilized were Syrian Rue, which is widely known for allowing telepathic phenomenon to occur amongst others as well as with outside energies to occur, and a very, very high dose of Psilocybin mushrooms which itself is known to be able to facilitate mystical experiences if approached with such intents, especially at a dose as high as I'd taken. The combination is highly profound in what it may cause to occur, and I believe my grand mistake was attempting to channel by stating in my mind "I invite entities of Christ Consciousness to enter me" as I was awaiting the come-up for the first experience. Shortly after I felt extreme negativity infest the air. Woops...!
Lesson learned: Do not try to invoke ANYTHING but my Higher Self on entheogens. The consequences can be dire otherwise.
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