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I can relate to you in some instances with the feelings of no one else understanding or caring about what is really going on in the world or the truth about life.. But remember this is their choice as Ra said for those who want to sleep, we can only provide items for sleep.. This means for those who would rather worry about the latest fashion accessory the latest break up or the latest technology (just to name a few) all we can do is provide them with what satisfies them.. You can plant the seeds to help awaken some people or those who you think seem like they are ready but don't expect alot if it is not their time then it is not their time..
In regards to the depression and loneliness do not let this world get you down... It used to really get me down also sure I have always had friends who are pretty good to me and I am not all that shy most of the time.. But I have always felt different in some way.. Even way before I discovered the Law of One I knew there was something different about me.. I just couldnt accept the world like everyone else it just seemed so sad and violent with so many people carring about the most mundane things rather than the beauty of the Universe and everything it encompasses.. They lead themsleves to believe this world is the only life in the universe.. Then there is the truth about things such as 9/11 the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq and so on.. People just seemed to be out of touch with everything and have no common sense... But when I found the Law of One at the beginning of this year my life changed for ever I was opened up to something I always knew was there I just had to find it..
I guess what I am saying is don't let this world get you down remember it is all just an illusion and that you should never ever be afraid or embarrased or shy around others because they are you! you should not be afraid of your self so why be afraid of other selves? This is the question I ask myself every time I am in an uneasy situtation or awkward situation.. I am not shy at all any more and I am a much happier person.
Sorry for how long this is but I just wanted to give my input.. Seen as you live alone you might as well take up meditation trust me it will change everything try just meditating for ten minutes everyday and you will see great changes! Any yes the world can get you down but if you remember it is all just an illusion and if you have stumbled upon the Law of One and consciously understand it you are most likely a wanderer..
I am only 18 at the moment and feel as though I cannot do that much as such at the moment to help others as much as I would like to... So I have created a youtube channel and create videos in order to help awaken other and express how I feel it is really helpful and I cannot believe how well my videos have began to do I only made the account two months ago and I have over 500 subscribers and some of my videos have had over 17,000 views! I get people hassling me to make more even if I havent made one for only a couple of weeks lol here is a few of them:
My most popular are my videos I make about Ron Paul because I believe him to be part of the positive change in the world:
Love and Light
We are One
I can relate to you in some instances with the feelings of no one else understanding or caring about what is really going on in the world or the truth about life.. But remember this is their choice as Ra said for those who want to sleep, we can only provide items for sleep.. This means for those who would rather worry about the latest fashion accessory the latest break up or the latest technology (just to name a few) all we can do is provide them with what satisfies them.. You can plant the seeds to help awaken some people or those who you think seem like they are ready but don't expect alot if it is not their time then it is not their time..
In regards to the depression and loneliness do not let this world get you down... It used to really get me down also sure I have always had friends who are pretty good to me and I am not all that shy most of the time.. But I have always felt different in some way.. Even way before I discovered the Law of One I knew there was something different about me.. I just couldnt accept the world like everyone else it just seemed so sad and violent with so many people carring about the most mundane things rather than the beauty of the Universe and everything it encompasses.. They lead themsleves to believe this world is the only life in the universe.. Then there is the truth about things such as 9/11 the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq and so on.. People just seemed to be out of touch with everything and have no common sense... But when I found the Law of One at the beginning of this year my life changed for ever I was opened up to something I always knew was there I just had to find it..
I guess what I am saying is don't let this world get you down remember it is all just an illusion and that you should never ever be afraid or embarrased or shy around others because they are you! you should not be afraid of your self so why be afraid of other selves? This is the question I ask myself every time I am in an uneasy situtation or awkward situation.. I am not shy at all any more and I am a much happier person.
Sorry for how long this is but I just wanted to give my input.. Seen as you live alone you might as well take up meditation trust me it will change everything try just meditating for ten minutes everyday and you will see great changes! Any yes the world can get you down but if you remember it is all just an illusion and if you have stumbled upon the Law of One and consciously understand it you are most likely a wanderer..
I am only 18 at the moment and feel as though I cannot do that much as such at the moment to help others as much as I would like to... So I have created a youtube channel and create videos in order to help awaken other and express how I feel it is really helpful and I cannot believe how well my videos have began to do I only made the account two months ago and I have over 500 subscribers and some of my videos have had over 17,000 views! I get people hassling me to make more even if I havent made one for only a couple of weeks lol here is a few of them:
My most popular are my videos I make about Ron Paul because I believe him to be part of the positive change in the world:
Love and Light
We are One