09-10-2011, 09:17 PM
GreatSpirit, I was put on Saphris before, which is comparable to Abilify, though it's sublingual. That was after I had my "mental breakdown" which was an awakening for me. They kept me on it for 5 months before I took myself off. I was also on Risperdal as well to counter the jittery feelings I felt.
I do believe at first it was needed because I went so far out that I lost track of reality, thinking I was in 4D. I'd watch movies and I'd see them differently than everyone else, and heard Ra talking to me. It was funny because one movie me, my dad and stepmom watched made no sense to me. I asked Ra in my mind if it made sense to my parents and Ra told me "they're not really there". I guess in a sense it was true but I felt they were. It was some crazy times but definitely fulfilling for me. I guess that time was my dark night of the soul because I had some extreme fears where I lost control of my mind.
I do believe at first it was needed because I went so far out that I lost track of reality, thinking I was in 4D. I'd watch movies and I'd see them differently than everyone else, and heard Ra talking to me. It was funny because one movie me, my dad and stepmom watched made no sense to me. I asked Ra in my mind if it made sense to my parents and Ra told me "they're not really there". I guess in a sense it was true but I felt they were. It was some crazy times but definitely fulfilling for me. I guess that time was my dark night of the soul because I had some extreme fears where I lost control of my mind.
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