Astrology

[Oceania]

Meerie, thanks. i wish i could come. if we ever make it happen i hope i can be good enough. you're all good people and i'm not.

Confused don't feel bad. it's just hard for me to be at all good in this situation. i feel like the villain. it never matters what i suffer through because noone else cares for those things. i'm alone in my war and you'd all probably side with my enemies. i'm not saying this to be mean. i',m saying it becayse i fele like noone understands my true goals or values. noone cares what hurts me because it doesn't hurt them.

Monkey you're right, this probably is saturn for me. actually i was a cesarian. i dunno what that means. was i due to come out earlier? i am a total aquarian so i doubt it. but i feel a severing point is ahead, i need to do it. i'm so scared of what's ahead but i can't not do it. i have to do it. even by mean means.

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and thanks Monkey and Confused.