Harvest: Do The Math

[Tenet Nosce]

Tenet, have you had an enlightenment experience?

Sure, I have had many of them. The common experience is becoming aware of a new way of processing information so as to arrive at a new understanding that was previously inaccessible. Often times, this involves having to admit to myself that I was point blank wrong in my previous understandings, and it is not always a pleasant experience.

I hear about those that opened up to infinite bliss. But in my experience, it was all about processing my fears. I haven't had any experience where I felt that immense love they talk about. My experience a few months back was tiring, confusing, although I'd have to say it was rewarding.

I really only had one experience like that. No, I take that back I can think of two. But the first was much more transient. There was a time that I was feeling extremely disenfranchised with life, full of worry and despair. One afternoon I just flopped myself down on the bed and turned inward. Every time a thought came up I looked at it and said, "That doesn't matter." After a period of time the thoughts stopped and I was filled with an incredible sense of bliss and well-bring which persisted for nearly a week.

Still, I have to make assumptions that the grass really is greener in 4D. I make assumption there is a harvest. I assume there is great love out there. But I guess I can't really know. I just have to trust that ascension is a good thing without really proof of it. What can I say, I'm just tired and processing some extreme frustration.

Based on my own personal experiences and various awakening and enlightening events, I can say that there is definitely more to life than what we are offered here in 3D earth. This place is not normal, by any stretch of the imagination. And while I understand that certain things about my individual makeup result in a natural revulsion to physicality, I am still boggled by why so many people seem to be so fond of this place.