08-12-2011, 12:00 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-12-2011, 12:29 PM by godwide_void.)
(08-11-2011, 11:48 PM)hogey11 Wrote:In a sense in that the conjunction of an MAOI and DMT was utilized, but not quite. While I have slight experience with Ayahuasca and I bore witness to its negative purging, ultimately spiritually cleansing qualities the experience which came with the proverbial giant neon sign that says "THE Law of One IS REAL" arose from an experience I had with DMT via the smoked route and the ingestion of an MAOI ingested prior to ultimately lengthen the time one spends in that realm from 5 minutes to 50 minutes.(08-11-2011, 02:40 PM)godwide_void Wrote: Many factors played a huge role in the solid affirmation and assurance that what is written in the Law of One material rang as complete truth, and the eventual solidification in my mind of this knowing and integration, as well as the train of thought and reflection that caused me to come to the knowing of my own purpose; the two main benefactors being meditation in conjunction with the entheogenic experience. I have experienced several things in my vision quests which was pretty much a huge "Yep, that's it" from the Universe to me but I'm not familiar with this community's policy on discussing psychedelic and entheogenic substances or the experience thereof so I'll refrain from discussing the specific experiences unless someone let's me know if it's alright to do so.ayahuasca?
But yes, basically pondering the central considerations of unity and studying the Law of One material in psychedelic-altered senses and inducing entheogenic experiences to gain further witness of the implications of the Law of One did the trick for me
I will cut to the chase. After the final exhalation I laid down in my bed, threw on an hour long ambient song I made and waited, yet since the MAOI was in effect it took about 2 minutes for me to enter the dimethyltryptal ethoscape and for a while the typical experience was occurring, beautiful jewelled chamber, geometry... but eventually everything stopped, and I ended up in complete, widespreading darkness.
Let it be noted now that prior to this experience I hadn't thought about the Law of One material for a good month or so. While in this inert darkness a message was telepathically relayed to me, just pure information, and it was the ONLY message that had ever been communicated to me during this entire experience. It registered as "FOR LIVING YOUR LIFE HUMBLY, WE SHALL SHOW YOU THE 8TH DENSITY".
Upon the completion of that sentence, a vision started to formulate. I can only describe it as my simultaneously witnessing and becoming of this huge, monolithic galaxy-wide throne with a face in it that appeared before me (yet at that point there was no "me" for it to appear before, my awareness was odd, it was both 360 degrees perceiving and also as though the awareness was coming from inside and outside). This vision was not typical of the DMT experience, in that it appeared as though this throne was made up of the entire void instead of just appearing within it, and it did not consist of impossible, majestic geometry. Every moment it appeared to expand for miles in every direction, and I could make out, embedded in every inch of it, galaxies and star systems, and as it expanded so too did the universes in it multiply. The only thing I felt was... a stillness, despite this process of infinite creation happening before me. It was like everything in the cosmos, EVERYTHING, all reaches of Creation were found in this being, it was the foundation of Creation.
Eventually I'm assuming this was all far too much for my consciousness to process and I blacked out completely. Upon awakening it felt like waking up on the day of my first earliest memory. Nothing existed before to me but I knew what I didn't. For up to an hour after I was trying to retrace my steps, and I could not remember ANYTHING, what am I waking up from? What just happened? What caused me to remember that entire experience came when I looked down at my iPod and the song position was at approximately 52:00 and before I'd fallen into the trance state it was only at 2 minutes. It felt like I'd woken up from a very, very, very, very, very long dream and that was all my life prior to the experience was. Instantly everything came flooding back in and I was completely shaken to the core and deeply humbled at what I had just underwent...
Even to this day when I attempt to visualize that god-wide throne I can see it very vividly and I will immediately start to feel weird sensations when I do so.
That vision is what has guided me and continues to do so, and is why I consider DMT etheric spirit technology as opposed to a "hallucinogen". I can't really dismiss this experience as mere "tripping" when, as I and others have learned, you can't impose your own will onto the DMT experience, and it shows you what it will show you, and if it has shown me "the 8th density" then there is nothing more I can do than give out a little breath of relief and know that all this is true.
That was the last straw that jettisoned me back into my complete and utter reimmersion into the Law of One material and my current discipline today. It was the experience that was my "destroying of the veil" by showing me solid proof right there and then.