Science of Ascension

[charlie2012]

no i mean i'm not one who wanted eternal life. i want to be an atheist after all i've learned of how the universe works. if there was a way to stop existing, i'd consider that very much.

What is it that makes you think you would prefer to cease to exist? There is a reason to why you chose to incarnate here, to learn what you've learnt, and why you are feeling what you feel at the moment. The loss of you, the fact that you would cease to exist, would mean that all of us could cease to exist. Without one of us, there is none of us. Is there a reason to why you would not want to return to the oneness? Do you feel shame for what you have experienced? Or does it seem weird to you that our little mind-game might (and probably will) go on forever? We do all of this because we like (or rather love) to dream, to play, to learn and experience.