You have touched upon so many areas of study, and facets of yourself, at one time. Can hardly imagine where to start. Your childhood experiences have been well documented by others who have been through similar experiences. As you are aware there is a covert government Black-OP where children are adopted, kidnapped, or sold into these types of mind control programs. They are quite sophisticated, and the children are trained, using subconscious techniques, to be assassins, energy weapons, and lots of other deplorable things. It is good that you have figured out how to disassociate and disconnect from this programming. Your adopted parents are likely on the negative STS path. It is their decision, they have free will, and their own actions and dealings with you fit the agenda. Your first question should be; "Why did I choose that particular experience?"
A link that may interest you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MIUgThru7JY
Apparently when your body was cleansed from the mind altering drugs you were subjected to, it opened doorways into your subconscious. Your suppressed childhood, past lives, and even alternate lifeform experiences. They are real! Another link that may interest you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LanURyWHKyA
Enough for now. Glad you are here.
A link that may interest you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MIUgThru7JY
Apparently when your body was cleansed from the mind altering drugs you were subjected to, it opened doorways into your subconscious. Your suppressed childhood, past lives, and even alternate lifeform experiences. They are real! Another link that may interest you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LanURyWHKyA
Enough for now. Glad you are here.