06-19-2011, 09:25 PM
i wonder if ascension is anything like this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ou6JNQwPWE0
I'm personally getting a little bored of learning 3d lessons.. they sure teach tho I'm whiney and I just want to feel at peace.
hey how about them dodgers.
the hardest thing is trying to find your center in all of the drama, whatever kind of drama it may be.
goes with the territory of choosing the catalysed life branch which I feel so many of you have also chosen.
It's living with that, going through strong and weak and just in the middle periods.
Every time I read wanderer stories, it's like finding another piece of me, also in pain. Everyday is like more reasons to feel, and just more and more memories to look at in pain or in happiness.
It's so easy to talk of balance and looking at it in terms of love but going through it is just so emotional that it becomes a totally separate issue. The catalyst I'm going through is so hard, it sucks, and yet I keep dwelling on it as though, I like to feel sad. Though I don't like to feel sad, I like what I learn and how I grow as a person as a result of having felt sad and having gotten over feeling sad. I don't wanna say more cause I don't know how else to describe without peeling back self image security layers? fear. eh...
i'm talking about various threads at once..
sometimes i get a negative ringing in my left ear.. and i always feel compelled to do the opposite, out of spite... Does that make the action positive, or negative because it's out of spite, because we simply wanted to give the greeting the opposite desired outcome? I've confused myself now. :3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ou6JNQwPWE0
I'm personally getting a little bored of learning 3d lessons.. they sure teach tho I'm whiney and I just want to feel at peace.
hey how about them dodgers.
the hardest thing is trying to find your center in all of the drama, whatever kind of drama it may be.
goes with the territory of choosing the catalysed life branch which I feel so many of you have also chosen.
It's living with that, going through strong and weak and just in the middle periods.
Every time I read wanderer stories, it's like finding another piece of me, also in pain. Everyday is like more reasons to feel, and just more and more memories to look at in pain or in happiness.
It's so easy to talk of balance and looking at it in terms of love but going through it is just so emotional that it becomes a totally separate issue. The catalyst I'm going through is so hard, it sucks, and yet I keep dwelling on it as though, I like to feel sad. Though I don't like to feel sad, I like what I learn and how I grow as a person as a result of having felt sad and having gotten over feeling sad. I don't wanna say more cause I don't know how else to describe without peeling back self image security layers? fear. eh...
i'm talking about various threads at once..
sometimes i get a negative ringing in my left ear.. and i always feel compelled to do the opposite, out of spite... Does that make the action positive, or negative because it's out of spite, because we simply wanted to give the greeting the opposite desired outcome? I've confused myself now. :3