Blue Ray Energy Center Blockage

[zenmaster]

I can feel how it is intimately linked with the indigo center and the balancing of green energy that is required. It's not so much that accepting yourself is the hard part, but acknowledging what is necessary and true to move forward by not being bound to other individuals so that they're not holding you back.

We're 'bound', or subject to emotional effects, to the extent that unconscious projection from an imbalanced bias is present.

Ironically, working in a unified fashion it seems inevitable that you will disappoint others.

Disappointment and anger are merely failed projections - unaccepted aspects of self that an individual ignores.

Our loving nature wants to hold on and please others, but that does not develop the self. So there forms a balancing act of loving others and the self.

The other-self, at least unconsciously, recognizes and respects the valuable potential, or ethical integrity, being expressed by the intention of one that knows better than to just please. That is, even if they seem to be demanding coddling or appeasement. 'Love' is the expression of individuality that has formed (or 'crystalized') from the opportunities, or 'systems of distortions' provided by the Logos.

Going along with what you said, it would seem the more you integrate your understanding of self and others, the more crystallized and open you become to receiving undistorted information.

If you've already 'asked the questions' that have lead to a certain degree of balance in an area, then it is less likely that you'd be asking for distorted information (unconsciously or conciously) in that area. There is no place for it to go. Due to analogy in the creation here, we also learn princples (those that matter) which may have otherwise been learned through other methods.

Finding 'love in the moment' seems to be the same thing as being able to accept the conditions and limitations of what is capable of being expressed at any time. This naturally requires some 'green-ray' balance. Lacking that, how can we accept something of which we're not aware? We'd be back to projection (with its dualities such as good and bad, hope and fear).

Projection is a form of identification (the 'veil'), a clinging or attachment to something that unconsciously compels us to compare, to inflate, to condemn, to be upset, to feel hopeful or fearful, to experience 3D lessons, etc. In the way of Zen, the idea is to find our true nature that does not live by such attachment. Our higher nature, the 'face before we were born', is without attachment - which we already know.